Lost at Sea

Lost at Sea - Eisley

Sailing over wave and tide oh ho ho
Fantastic waves against our sides oh ho ho
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, as i should be
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, you and I, you and me

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

The mystery of salt and sea oh ho ho
Has never been intriguing oh ho ho
And to me but the sea
Green is set so beautifully
Against your thoughtful face
That I must close my eyes
And turn my face

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

Still floating soft
I am dreaming and I'm glad I lost
And still with my fingers
I'm drawing circles in the water
In the water
And still, still you're always there

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

"quote"

I see this throne, high and mighty in my eyes. How can I surpass it? Tell me how.

不要逼我剪頭髮，雖然我也想剪，可是我不想挑戰權威。

ソ・ラ・ノ・ヲ・ト (空・之・音)

這是空・之・音的原聲帶封面，我好想買!!

這部動畫讓我打破了"只看完結的動畫"這自我規定的原則，但我一點也不後悔。雖然我很討厭每個禮拜都像白痴一樣在期待禮拜三出新一集，但真的很值得。不過因為我是看英文字幕的版本，所以名字部分我只能打英文的羅馬拼音。

這是Rio跟Kanata的Amazing Grace合奏，這段超感人。 :' )

Kill me, Uncle Ben

Who would've thought I'd get another crappy topic for oral presentation? The disastrous Thomas Aquinas and the Middle Ages memories come flooding back to me. *shudders* Oh, and I just had to pick the most difficult research questions because of chilvarous reasons, don't ask.



GO TO HELL, BEN JONSON.







On a side note, Play Cup for Sophomore A officially started as of yesterday. I hope I do get to act though, it's not that I want to be the main character, I just want to be a part of it.

"quote"

我的傘，終於在一年多後...壞了。這把也是我用過最久的傘，I'll miss ya. :' (

SCU 110

Time is catching up with me again, and as I gazed upon the list of classes participating in the sports competitions, I only spotted one sophomore class and that was us. Freshman classes are actually forced to participate, just like we were last year. I still recall fairly well that we gave it our all and got 4 trohpies for the English major (with 16 people!!), which was awesome and so much so that we decided to try to accomplish or even exceed that achievement this year. The best thing was that we did, and though my body still aches from the 100m dash of the relay race, I am still giddy from excitement.

I missed the opening ceremony as of again this year, Saturdays are supposed to start late in my book, lol. I only volunteered for the women's 1200m relay race because I haven't really been exercising much lately. I already quit the volleyball team during summer vacation, and I didn't have P.E. class last semester, so you could say I'm quite out of shape compared to what I was like before. It was funny how that out of the 12 people who are to run the relay race, only a little over half showed up. We had to insert random people who were there, and we still WON. Our time was 3'20"69, and coincidentally the date was also 3/20. It was all about pride when I looked at the whole list and saw we were the only sophomore class and that we got 1rst place. The trophy this year was very tall, and everyone who ran got a gold medal!!

她與她的貓

她與她的貓 Their Standing Points

這個不到5分鐘的短片，在我心中引起了無數個漣漪。我在Facebook、Plurk、Blogspot(這裡)都發表了這個短片。我是因為《星之聲》、《雲之彼端，約定的地方》、《秒速5公分》這幾個作品都有去注意，才對新海誠這名字有些微的印象。不過目前都還沒有機會去看後面兩個比較長的作品，我一定得找時間去好好欣賞。之中的氣氛營造很棒，會引起深切的感觸，再加上背景很細緻很漂亮。(scenry porn, indeed!)

我是偶然在網路上看到有人介紹這個作品《她與她的貓》，光看標題就已經引起我的興趣。發現是個5分鐘以內的短片，我就趕緊上youtube找，沒想到竟然是10+年以前的作品。在接近凌晨兩點夜深人靜之時，我獨在電腦螢幕前把這短片觀看完。深嘆一口氣，我好想哭。裡面從頭到尾都是以貓咪的角度在當旁白敘述牠的看法與觀察，女主人的聲音只有出現兩次。而且都像是背景音樂一部分似的，淡淡的口吻反而很深刻。

裡面的sec.4，講到女主人似乎是失戀了。接完一通電話後，椅子打翻，電腦在地上。女主人在貓咪旁邊掉著眼淚哭泣，這一幕對我而言非常深刻。因為我也有在我家貓身旁哭泣，而且是淚流不止那樣，然後Summer也像短片中的貓一樣，靜靜的待在我身邊。


女主人的聲音淡淡說出「誰來救救我。」


最後是以女主人與貓一起講出「都會喜歡這個世界的!」收尾。讓人彷彿又從灰暗中看到一道曙光...。

A Song of Ice and Fire

I recently saw the news of HBO's green-lit for the epic fantasy series, A Song of Ice and Fire, also using the Stark words, "Winter is coming," as motto. I was instantly struck with a flood of memories concerning this series, which I had first started reading in jr. high and then into my high school years as well, but the fifth volume, A Dance With Dragons, still hasn't come out after more than 5 years of waiting.

交換生是個X

我等了好久的交換生學校名單，結果終於出了。嗯，美洲加澳洲只有四所學校，而且都是之前被我排除的。我對於這個名單的公佈，充滿了期待，也充滿了一種恐懼。因為一申請，就意味著可能要從台灣消失一整年。雖然這也是我暗中渴望的大改變，但是我還是會害怕離開。從考大學那期間，其實我爸媽就一直希望我乾脆出國唸算了，可是當時我很排斥。現在雖然不會這樣了，但是我心中還存有一種障礙。

"quote"

"I soooo want a new camera!!!! SONY!!! Cyber-shot!!!! 1020 pixels!!!!!!!!!!!"

噢，這款相機大概是超過一萬元(死)，然後台灣還沒上市。

No longer compassionate.

No, I don't understand the love between family members, I really don't. I usually fulfill my responsibilities concerning my family, but I have rarely done them out of love. Like I said, I do come home and look after my ill-stricken mom, but I don't really care. Don't get me wrong, I was very worried and shocked when I saw my own mother sent into the ER, but that was more of a natural reaction. To be frank, I would've been just as shaken if it had been any other person that I knew that got sent to the ER.

You guys don't care, but I do.

普雷盃對你們而言，是什麼呢?

對我而言，普雷盃是一種感動，是一種成就。在我的人生中，很少事情能帶給我感動跟成就感。普雷盃讓我感受到，我能有所貢獻，而我所做的也備受肯定。當你對我說出："不跑也沒關係，反正我有我的生活，我也有排球。" 其實我很受傷欸。你以為，大家都跟你一樣，找到了生活重心嗎? 我什麼都沒有，你也不是不知道。我懂Juliet 2009不可能再現的，也但願其他人也能懂。可是，你讓我感到了，我是被拋棄的。

我們以前一起想劇本，老實說我只承認有我們三人，但是你們兩個卻慢慢的在遠離我。這常常讓我後悔當初決定退出系排，但我也曉得自己不可能再回去，只要那群學姊還在我就不想回去。排球是個我愛的運動，卻被染上了不好的情感。

李豪善、楊馥年，你們真的在乎嗎? 不要離我而去...

Bgm：YELL - いきものがかり

有附youtube

Rio-sempai!!!!! !^*&$^*#&^%(#%

Rio-sempai!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
The Amazing Grace duet was so touching, I wanna cry now.

Bgm: Amazing Grace

five is a big number

I started using my Tumblr 3 days ago, and that made me realize I now have too many blogs out there!!! I have a recently closed Wretch blog that I've been using since my first year of high school, a Facebook account, a Plurk account, a Blogspot (here), and lastly a Tumblr. The funny thing is, the content of these sites are all a bit different from each other.

踢是什麼?

其實我一直都覺得"踢"這個字是非常沒意義的。它背面所包含的意義，存有一種既定的觀念，說穿了根本就是偏見了吧。但當別人問我是不是踢時，我還是會回答：是。這只是因為這樣省著解釋的麻煩，而且我對不熟的人也不想多做解釋。但是，我不喜歡把自己想為是踢。

我覺得台灣的踢其實還滿不可思議的，我是說真的! 近幾年在街上就有非常多踢的身影，個個都是頭髮有型(有些啦)、穿著有型(也是有些)、都貌似帥氣或可愛的男孩們。有些還真的非常有造型，都會想多瞄幾眼，我都覺得超帥的!

"quote"

I found a picture from last year, I miss the good times that maybe I've began to forget.

但回不去了。

On Yuri

I have been expanding my yuri-wise knowledge since my senior year of high. I don't mean that I've read all the works of yuri, that would be ridiculous. I have at least, kept an eye on a lot of things that do concern yuri, and especially in manga and anime. And I think everyone's...uh, standard of what is or contains yuri is very different. Heck, the definition of yuri itself is very broad and ambiguous.

"quote"

"Sometimes the lies you tell are less frightening than the
loneliness you might feel if you stopped telling them."

- Brock Clocke

沒有目標的日子

其實我現在感到非常的孤單。雖然每天去學校都找的到人，也很少一個人。但是我真的感到...非常非常的孤單，因為我也清楚我是一個人。Leslie有系排、有他的相機、有Joe。Nancy有系排、系學會、高中同學。Phoebe有系學會、有男友、有教會。Maggie有Monkey。Leo有Ruth、有打工、有系籃。機車的那群有機車。那，我呢?

沒錯，我真的不知道我有什麼。

A Week's Worth of Ramblings

It's already been a week since my mom got sick, and I also feel like I've been living and keeping this home of mine alone for half a month now, lol. Summer must feel weird that I have to leave the house everyday because of school now, and I also noticed that Summer is actually aware that something big has happened in the household. He's just a cat, but I swear that he knows something is up.

School is boring, truly boring. The only good is that I get to see my friends and eat lunch with them!! I know that I've made a committment to myself that I'm going to put more effort into schoolwork this semester, but right now... I'm just plain exhausted and distracted. Sure, I stayed awake through the E56 periods of English Literature, but my heart is elsewhere.

I finally browsed through Leslile's wretch photo album of their trip to Ping-Shi, I'm not as angry or cynical as before, that was just a temporary frustration. I am touched to see that Maggie wrote down a line for me on the sky lantern, "Connie 一定會幸福", awwww... thanks you guys. :' )