Facebook Quiz No.3

“日”字加一筆，你最先想到什麼字？

有10個選項：甲、由、申、田、舊(旧)、白、目、電(电)、旦、無法組出字。因為是個大陸的測驗，所有包含兩個簡體字才有的選項。

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.

....I don't think there's anything I want to say.

Enough has been explored about my only love affair that happened like more than 3 years ago. It's really been a long time, so long that I feel kinda sad that it's the only memory of a relationship that I have.

She and I are great friends nowadays, actually, we really did go back to the time when we were just friends. It's just goes to show how much time has really passed.

But then, this quote that I saw online just makes me feel all complicated.

After a relationship, if the the two people can be friends, they are either still in love, or never were. If you were truly in love with somebody, just being their friend wouldn’t be possible.

So, were we really in love before, or are we.......... (?)

剩下兩個禮拜

兩個禮拜，還有可能嗎?

我覺得越來越渺茫...而且病不好很難辦事欸!! 白天都賴在家裡想睡覺，因為半夜都咳嗽到失眠。我都快抓狂了! 一直去看醫生感覺也沒什麼差，我現在也不是感冒了吧。

過敏真的害慘我了。

我要在兩個禮拜內達成目標，這樣開學才有點能期待的...

果然是這樣啊..

剛剛聽到我哥對我媽講說主演KYMCO"彎道情人"廣告的女主角林辰唏是個"T"...又補充說是女同性戀。雖然我想衝過去糾正他，但我媽也在場...我也只好繼續待在房間偷聽。每次有這種對話時，我還是會感到緊張。快兩年前與我媽起的爭執，仍然是個揮不去的陰影。

不過...
老哥啊，她不是T。

不是說只要是女同性戀就叫作T，果然很多圈外人是不懂這一點的。我一直以為T已經算是滿廣泛的一詞，但看來還是存在著許多誤解。我不是很喜歡T或P這兩詞，但不得不承認他們很方便。反正說自己是T，對方大概就懂了。對於不熟的路人甲，我也不想多做解釋。T跟P都代表著女同性戀，但也不盡然。

Does the walker choose the path, or the path choose the walker?

I’ve always been a believer that we have the most control over our lives, and that is the only thing which matters… but sadly, I’m realizing it isn’t. Our environment and relations play such huge catalysts in our game, that it’s actually rather selfish to think ‘we can do it all ourselves, we write our own destiny, we make the changes’ … We may be driving the bus, but we aren’t the bus, nor the road, nor the city.

Sometimes we need catalysts to stimulate direction.

MBTI 職業性格測試報告

分析：您的性格類型是「ISFP」( 藝術家 )

沉靜，友善，敏感和仁慈。欣賞目前和他們週遭所發生的事情。
喜歡有自己的空間，做事又能把握自己的時間。忠於自己的價值觀，忠於自己所重視的人。
不喜歡爭論和衝突，不會強迫別人接受自己的意見或價值觀。

ISFP型的人平和、敏感，他們保持著許多強烈的個人理想和自己的價值觀念。
他們更多地是通過行為而不是言辭表達自己深沉的情感。
ISFP型的人謙虛而緘默，但實際上他們是具有巨大的友受和熱情之人，但是除了與他們 相知和信賴的人在一起外，他們不經常表現出自我的另一面。因為ISFP型的人不喜歡直接地自我表達，所以常常被誤解。
ISFP型的人耐心、靈活，很容易與他人相處，很少支配或控制別人。他們很客觀，以一種相當實事求是的方式接受他人的行為。他們善於觀察周圍的人和物，卻不尋求發現動機和含義。
ISFP型的人完全生活在現在，所以他們的準備或計劃往往不會多於必需，他們是很好的短期計劃制定者。因為他們喜歡享受目前的經歷， 而不繼續向下一個目標兌現，所以他們對完成工作感到很放鬆。
ISFP型的人對於從經歷中直接瞭解和感受的東西很感興趣，常常富有藝術天賦和審美感，力求為自己創造一個美麗而隱蔽的環境。沒有想要成為領導者，ISFP 型的人經常是忠誠的追隨者和團體成員。因為他們利用個人的價值標準去判斷生活中的每一件事，所以他們喜歡那些花費時間去認識他們和理解他們內心的忠誠之人。
他們需要最基本的信任和理解，在生活中需要和睦的人 際關係，對於衝突和分歧則很敏感。

您適合的領域有：手工藝、藝術領域、醫護領域、商業、服務業領域等

您適合的職業有：

客戶銷售代表
行政人員
商品規劃師
測量師
海洋生物學者
廚師
室內裝潢設計師
園藝設計師
旅遊銷售經理
旅行社銷售人員
職業病理專業人員
時裝、首飾設計師
陶器製作者
樂器製作者
卡通漫畫製作者
素描畫家
舞蹈演員
畫家
出診醫生
出診護士
理療師
牙科醫生
個人健康和運動教練
體育用品、個人理療用品銷售員
餐飲業、娛樂業業主

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還滿準的。

Finally

Well, I'm back at home...after more than a month.
I'm still trying to get used to not being a counselor in a yellow shirt.

Still tired.
Still doesn't want to wake up.

I miss you guys already.

Coming to an end.

Well, my sophomore year is coming to an end. A lot has happened. Including some very high highs and some quite depressing lows. I've chosen a tight schedule for my junior year, maybe my college life-style will have a change, who knows? I really welcome a change, and I want to be more serious about my academic pursuits.

Starting from July 4th, I'll be gone from home for about a month, returning on August 6th. I hope this camp will change me, I really want some goddamn change! : )

Different Painting

A Tragedy

Parallel to Picasso during his Blue Period, life's experiences has left a deep impact in your life. Yet, like the people in the painting, you knows that there are things you can't say. You are mysterious and lonely. Friends around you may or may not notice, but you are definitely more sad than you appear to be. The space between the people represents an emptiness which you do not know how to fill. You feel insecure. (copied from Facebook Quiz: A Painting that is you.)

This is actually the only Facebook quiz that I think has some meaning. The weird thing is my painting actually changed after a year, from the Son of Knowledge to the Tragedy. It's kinda amazing because the Tragedy landed its marker even closer to my heart and personality. Great quiz!!

Labels. [from @thesexpistol.]

I'm being lazy again, don't know what to type. I'm outta inspiration at the moment, so...I'll make do with this interesting piece I saw on Tumblr.

These are all very stereotypical labels, and it's meant to be satirical and ironical. So, have a little laugh!! I'll put comments under ones that I have thoughts or have something to say about. : ) (My thoughts are in italics)

東吳

有時也會覺得，東吳滿美的，我的大學。

待了也快滿2年了，時間真的過很快。

Lyanna Stark

I'm still re-reading A Feast For Crows, and it just makes me even more anxious waiting for the 5th volume to come out... Please, Mr. Martin, don't let me down again. I am putting my hopes on the release date posted on Amazon.com!!!

悶。

天氣好悶。

期中考好悶。

唸書好悶。

打排球好悶。

頭髮抓不起來因為太悶。



悶到我都長痘子了。 (欸

quote

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

- Maya Angelou

There is still so much to life that I don't know or appreciate or accepted.

青春

什麼是青春，跨越了青春的門檻之後還能歌詠青春嗎？還是帶著嫉妒與疑惑扼殺了青春的可能。成人的框架與限制，很多時候成了與孩子溝通的屏蔽。有時候，有些孩子會在同儕裡找到歸屬。可是有時候，有些孩子選擇退縮到自己的世界裡，直到他們找到聽懂他們心靈語言的對象。


青春原是充滿浪漫，青春原是滿佈想像，可浪漫與現狀的衝突、想像與真實鴻溝，讓青春埋藏著無可忽略的難題。即便如此，卻不可拋卻青春，因為面對難題的過程，在那困頓的掙扎裡，才能強韌關於自我的意識與價值，也才能鍛鍊存在的勇氣與決斷。重要的是，在面對這種種之時，別要忘了青春的本質，「希望」。


我想嘗試訴說屬於青春的語言，屬於青春的自由，還有青春裡不容忽視的「可能」。

Storm & Little Boat

If I could liken my mother to anything, I would describe her as a great storm, and our household would be like a little boat floating on the ocean. The storm is unpredictable, and the little boat has to suffer the damage and violent wind brought on by the storm.

When she is in a good mood, there would be sunshine and good wind to propel the boat onward. But then the sky would darken, and woe on the little frail boat sailing on the wide wide ocean. The rain would come down in torrents, and waves would come crashing from all sides. The little boat would rock, sway, tilt, spin, and almost capsize. Then the storm would suddenly cease, and angry gray clouds would clear way for the sun to peek out again.

This is an endless cycle in my family. The captain is as useless against the storm as the sailors are, all that we could do is endure and pray for the sunshine after the storm.

Lost at Sea

Lost at Sea - Eisley

Sailing over wave and tide oh ho ho
Fantastic waves against our sides oh ho ho
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, as i should be
And I'm not so afraid
Lost at sea, you and I, you and me

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

The mystery of salt and sea oh ho ho
Has never been intriguing oh ho ho
And to me but the sea
Green is set so beautifully
Against your thoughtful face
That I must close my eyes
And turn my face

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

Still floating soft
I am dreaming and I'm glad I lost
And still with my fingers
I'm drawing circles in the water
In the water
And still, still you're always there

Congratulations
Cause we've made it
All the way home
All the way home
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you

Kill me, Uncle Ben

Who would've thought I'd get another crappy topic for oral presentation? The disastrous Thomas Aquinas and the Middle Ages memories come flooding back to me. *shudders* Oh, and I just had to pick the most difficult research questions because of chilvarous reasons, don't ask.



GO TO HELL, BEN JONSON.







On a side note, Play Cup for Sophomore A officially started as of yesterday. I hope I do get to act though, it's not that I want to be the main character, I just want to be a part of it.

"quote"

"Sometimes the lies you tell are less frightening than the
loneliness you might feel if you stopped telling them."

- Brock Clocke

A Week's Worth of Ramblings

It's already been a week since my mom got sick, and I also feel like I've been living and keeping this home of mine alone for half a month now, lol. Summer must feel weird that I have to leave the house everyday because of school now, and I also noticed that Summer is actually aware that something big has happened in the household. He's just a cat, but I swear that he knows something is up.

School is boring, truly boring. The only good is that I get to see my friends and eat lunch with them!! I know that I've made a committment to myself that I'm going to put more effort into schoolwork this semester, but right now... I'm just plain exhausted and distracted. Sure, I stayed awake through the E56 periods of English Literature, but my heart is elsewhere.

I finally browsed through Leslile's wretch photo album of their trip to Ping-Shi, I'm not as angry or cynical as before, that was just a temporary frustration. I am touched to see that Maggie wrote down a line for me on the sky lantern, "Connie 一定會幸福", awwww... thanks you guys. :' )