My parents!!! I can keep this simple, or I can write on and on like forever. I have a somewhat complicated relationship with my mother. Well, I guess I'm on good terms with them most of the time, they're nice folks really!
I was definitely a Daddy's Girl when I was little. Heck, I even said I wanted to marry my dad in the future. ; ) My dad really loves me, and I love him too! He's very busy with work these few years, so we don't get as much time together as we would've liked. This makes the distance between us a bit farther than it was when I was younger. My dad has awesome hobbies like reading, photography, sudoku, etc. If I have the chance, I really would want to discuss literature with him over coffee, seriously. And I would still go to him if I really wanted anything, it ususally works when it's with my dad, lol.
My mom, on the other hand, is a quite different case. I'm really close to my mom, even my friends can tell. We bicker all the time, but that's normal between a college kid and parent, right? Things only got serious back in my freshman year, when she nearly made me come out to her. I didn't, not because I don't want to tell her, but it's because she's...quite homophobic. She doesn't believe in homosexual love, and only on this thing I can't get over. We haven't brought up the topic again, and I don't plan on doing that in the near future. I think it is best to come out to my mother when I am independent.
I am a family person, so this is just short introduction, but I think this will do.
8.28.2010
8.26.2010
剩下兩個禮拜
兩個禮拜，還有可能嗎?
我覺得越來越渺茫...而且病不好很難辦事欸!! 白天都賴在家裡想睡覺，因為半夜都咳嗽到失眠。我都快抓狂了! 一直去看醫生感覺也沒什麼差，我現在也不是感冒了吧。
過敏真的害慘我了。
我要在兩個禮拜內達成目標，這樣開學才有點能期待的...
我覺得越來越渺茫...而且病不好很難辦事欸!! 白天都賴在家裡想睡覺，因為半夜都咳嗽到失眠。我都快抓狂了! 一直去看醫生感覺也沒什麼差，我現在也不是感冒了吧。
過敏真的害慘我了。
我要在兩個禮拜內達成目標，這樣開學才有點能期待的...
8.25.2010
Day 2 — Your Crush.
(continually coughs)
My health problem is just getting more and more annoying. I don't think I have the cold anymore, but I keep on having the coughs. Is is really bronchial allergy?? Please not let it be because of my cat...
Back to the title, my crush, hmmm... Funny that I do actually have something of a crush lately, though I don't think it'll end up being anything more than a crush. I'm being pessimistic I know, but it's the truth. Here goes...
My health problem is just getting more and more annoying. I don't think I have the cold anymore, but I keep on having the coughs. Is is really bronchial allergy?? Please not let it be because of my cat...
Back to the title, my crush, hmmm... Funny that I do actually have something of a crush lately, though I don't think it'll end up being anything more than a crush. I'm being pessimistic I know, but it's the truth. Here goes...
8.24.2010
Day 1 — Your Best Friend.
Well, I find it hard to term anyone as my best friend. It's not like that I don't make friends; in fact, I somehow always manage to make a friend or two in an unfamiliar environment. It's just that I'm not good at making a relationship last, I totally suck at it. I have had many best friends during different periods or parts of my life, so I guess I'll list them off that way.
30 Day Letter Challenge
There's a lot of stuff like this on Tumblr, but I don't think my Tumblr is personal enough for me to do this challenge. I sometimes don't know what to type here at Blogspot anyways, so I'll give this a shot!
Day 1 — Your Best Friend.
Day 2 — Your Crush.
Day 3 — Your parents.
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 5 — Your dreams.
Day 6 — A stranger.
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 — The person you miss the most.
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood.
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 — The last person you kissed.
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life.
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend.
Day 2 — Your Crush.
Day 3 — Your parents.
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative).
Day 5 — Your dreams.
Day 6 — A stranger.
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend.
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15 — The person you miss the most.
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country.
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood.
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 — The last person you kissed.
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life.
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror.
8.23.2010
課表悲劇
這是理想的課表，24學分。
這是實際選上的課表，18學分。
其實也沒有我想像中差啦，雖然一開始看到時有點傻眼。作文是我自己退掉的，但現在聖經沒上...我大概就是重新選進(一)12的作文課。音樂與人文第一次沒上是因為限修規定不符，我也沒辦法。這樣一看，我最差也會有20學分。禮拜五真的空著欸...
唉，在帶營隊時錯過一次選課有些損失。現在只能等開學後的加退選了。
至少我同性戀文學有上，耶。
8/24新補充：
我去看了修課人數，發現我的作文只剩(二)12馬健君的課我能修，我看...我大三要18學分度過了 = = 我原先充滿光明理想的大三課表...(哀悼)
8.18.2010
果然是這樣啊..
剛剛聽到我哥對我媽講說主演KYMCO"彎道情人"廣告的女主角林辰唏是個"T"...又補充說是女同性戀。雖然我想衝過去糾正他，但我媽也在場...我也只好繼續待在房間偷聽。每次有這種對話時，我還是會感到緊張。快兩年前與我媽起的爭執，仍然是個揮不去的陰影。
不過...
老哥啊，她不是T。
不是說只要是女同性戀就叫作T，果然很多圈外人是不懂這一點的。我一直以為T已經算是滿廣泛的一詞，但看來還是存在著許多誤解。我不是很喜歡T或P這兩詞，但不得不承認他們很方便。反正說自己是T，對方大概就懂了。對於不熟的路人甲，我也不想多做解釋。T跟P都代表著女同性戀，但也不盡然。
不過...
老哥啊，她不是T。
不是說只要是女同性戀就叫作T，果然很多圈外人是不懂這一點的。我一直以為T已經算是滿廣泛的一詞，但看來還是存在著許多誤解。我不是很喜歡T或P這兩詞，但不得不承認他們很方便。反正說自己是T，對方大概就懂了。對於不熟的路人甲，我也不想多做解釋。T跟P都代表著女同性戀，但也不盡然。
Does the walker choose the path, or the path choose the walker?
I’ve always been a believer that we have the most control over our lives, and that is the only thing which matters… but sadly, I’m realizing it isn’t. Our environment and relations play such huge catalysts in our game, that it’s actually rather selfish to think ‘we can do it all ourselves, we write our own destiny, we make the changes’ … We may be driving the bus, but we aren’t the bus, nor the road, nor the city.
Sometimes we need catalysts to stimulate direction.
Sometimes we need catalysts to stimulate direction.
8.10.2010
MBTI 職業性格測試報告
分析：您的性格類型是「ISFP」( 藝術家 )
沉靜，友善，敏感和仁慈。欣賞目前和他們週遭所發生的事情。
喜歡有自己的空間，做事又能把握自己的時間。忠於自己的價值觀，忠於自己所重視的人。
不喜歡爭論和衝突，不會強迫別人接受自己的意見或價值觀。
ISFP型的人平和、敏感，他們保持著許多強烈的個人理想和自己的價值觀念。
他們更多地是通過行為而不是言辭表達自己深沉的情感。
ISFP型的人謙虛而緘默，但實際上他們是具有巨大的友受和熱情之人，但是除了與他們 相知和信賴的人在一起外，他們不經常表現出自我的另一面。因為ISFP型的人不喜歡直接地自我表達，所以常常被誤解。
ISFP型的人耐心、靈活，很容易與他人相處，很少支配或控制別人。他們很客觀，以一種相當實事求是的方式接受他人的行為。他們善於觀察周圍的人和物，卻不尋求發現動機和含義。
ISFP型的人完全生活在現在，所以他們的準備或計劃往往不會多於必需，他們是很好的短期計劃制定者。因為他們喜歡享受目前的經歷， 而不繼續向下一個目標兌現，所以他們對完成工作感到很放鬆。
ISFP型的人對於從經歷中直接瞭解和感受的東西很感興趣，常常富有藝術天賦和審美感，力求為自己創造一個美麗而隱蔽的環境。沒有想要成為領導者，ISFP 型的人經常是忠誠的追隨者和團體成員。因為他們利用個人的價值標準去判斷生活中的每一件事，所以他們喜歡那些花費時間去認識他們和理解他們內心的忠誠之人。
他們需要最基本的信任和理解，在生活中需要和睦的人 際關係，對於衝突和分歧則很敏感。
您適合的領域有：手工藝、藝術領域、醫護領域、商業、服務業領域等
您適合的職業有：
客戶銷售代表
行政人員
商品規劃師
測量師
海洋生物學者
廚師
室內裝潢設計師
園藝設計師
旅遊銷售經理
旅行社銷售人員
職業病理專業人員
時裝、首飾設計師
陶器製作者
樂器製作者
卡通漫畫製作者
素描畫家
舞蹈演員
畫家
出診醫生
出診護士
理療師
牙科醫生
個人健康和運動教練
體育用品、個人理療用品銷售員
餐飲業、娛樂業業主
***
還滿準的。
沉靜，友善，敏感和仁慈。欣賞目前和他們週遭所發生的事情。
喜歡有自己的空間，做事又能把握自己的時間。忠於自己的價值觀，忠於自己所重視的人。
不喜歡爭論和衝突，不會強迫別人接受自己的意見或價值觀。
ISFP型的人平和、敏感，他們保持著許多強烈的個人理想和自己的價值觀念。
他們更多地是通過行為而不是言辭表達自己深沉的情感。
ISFP型的人謙虛而緘默，但實際上他們是具有巨大的友受和熱情之人，但是除了與他們 相知和信賴的人在一起外，他們不經常表現出自我的另一面。因為ISFP型的人不喜歡直接地自我表達，所以常常被誤解。
ISFP型的人耐心、靈活，很容易與他人相處，很少支配或控制別人。他們很客觀，以一種相當實事求是的方式接受他人的行為。他們善於觀察周圍的人和物，卻不尋求發現動機和含義。
ISFP型的人完全生活在現在，所以他們的準備或計劃往往不會多於必需，他們是很好的短期計劃制定者。因為他們喜歡享受目前的經歷， 而不繼續向下一個目標兌現，所以他們對完成工作感到很放鬆。
ISFP型的人對於從經歷中直接瞭解和感受的東西很感興趣，常常富有藝術天賦和審美感，力求為自己創造一個美麗而隱蔽的環境。沒有想要成為領導者，ISFP 型的人經常是忠誠的追隨者和團體成員。因為他們利用個人的價值標準去判斷生活中的每一件事，所以他們喜歡那些花費時間去認識他們和理解他們內心的忠誠之人。
他們需要最基本的信任和理解，在生活中需要和睦的人 際關係，對於衝突和分歧則很敏感。
您適合的領域有：手工藝、藝術領域、醫護領域、商業、服務業領域等
您適合的職業有：
客戶銷售代表
行政人員
商品規劃師
測量師
海洋生物學者
廚師
室內裝潢設計師
園藝設計師
旅遊銷售經理
旅行社銷售人員
職業病理專業人員
時裝、首飾設計師
陶器製作者
樂器製作者
卡通漫畫製作者
素描畫家
舞蹈演員
畫家
出診醫生
出診護士
理療師
牙科醫生
個人健康和運動教練
體育用品、個人理療用品銷售員
餐飲業、娛樂業業主
***
還滿準的。
8.08.2010
Finally
Well, I'm back at home...after more than a month.
I'm still trying to get used to not being a counselor in a yellow shirt.
Still tired.
Still doesn't want to wake up.
I miss you guys already.
I'm still trying to get used to not being a counselor in a yellow shirt.
Still tired.
Still doesn't want to wake up.
I miss you guys already.
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